Showing posts with label insomiac dream. Show all posts
Showing posts with label insomiac dream. Show all posts

Friday, May 5, 2023

Finding Your Own Way: A Story of #Inspiration and #Creativity



Rudra was always a dreamer. He loved nothing more than getting lost in his thoughts and imagining new worlds and possibilities. But lately, he had found it hard to put his ideas into words. It was like there was a block, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't seem to break through it.

One night, as Rudra sat on his balcony gazing up at the moon, he couldn't help but feel frustrated. "Why can't I write?" he whispered to himself. "I have all these ideas in my head, but I can't seem to express them."

"Often, I find myself lost in my thoughts, struggling to put them into words. But I know that sharing my ideas and giving them tangible form is important. It is what separates us from the vague notions that float in our subconscious. As I walked with Mr. Chand today, I couldn't help but wonder how we can align our beliefs with our actions. Giving up has never been an option for me, and yet, I find myself at a loss. But I know that persistence and determination will guide me towards the answers I seek."

It was then that he heard a voice, soft and gentle, whispering back to him. "You can, Rudra. You just need to find your own way."

Rudra looked around, but he was alone. He knew that the voice he had heard was coming from the moon itself, a comforting presence that had always been there for him.

Over the next few days, Rudra tried different writing techniques, but nothing seemed to work. It wasn't until he sat down to write one night and let go of his expectations that the words began to flow.

As he wrote, he thought back to the words of the moon. "Find your own way," he whispered to himself. And he did. He wrote with abandon, letting the ideas flow without worrying about structure or grammar. And before he knew it, he had written a story that he was proud of.

When he shared it with his friends, they were amazed. "This is incredible, Rudra," one of them said. "You really have a gift for writing."

And Rudra knew that he did. From that day forward, he continued to write, letting the words pour out of him without inhibition. And with each story, he felt closer to the moon, the comforting presence that had always been there for him.

#findingyourownway #inspiration #creativity #writingtips #moonmagic #followyourdreams #motivation #selfdiscovery #creativewriting #writingcommunity

Tuesday, March 16, 2021

Chapter 3 : Gifts that never dispatched

Chapter 3
Gifts that never dispatched



Rudra. : life can't be the simple one?
Budh.:what happened now?
R.:nothing just usual stuff...confused?
B. Nothing new for you... now on what?
R. (Smiling) ... are we playing question?
B. Whatever you think ... just tell me why are you worrying now.. (smiling back)
R...just to buy a farewell gift for her.
B... then what...
R.... just not able to decide what to give..?
B... anything that you think she loves.... after all you know her better and talks all night
R.... yep... that's why I am confused. ..
B.... then be at your risk ... I am not involved .... who knows what u buy... yokel.....
R.... yeep... see you in eve... call when free... ok bye then
B.... yeep ... bye ...and best of luck.

Sometimes expectations lead you to a depressed state no wonder how seriously you put ur efforts but in the end, only chaos is created. Many things are considered in this regard but the main fountain of emotional outbursts are rare but still, they have completeness in.-------------
Today just having nothing in mind but still the big confusion and the feeling I am in ...........................
Whole life now becoming the mess of missed shot opportunities and somehow the ignored ideas are creating discomfort of feel and actions my social nature has just dropped to the level there ...........

Tuesday, May 22, 2018

Chapter 7 Screaming ecos of silence part II

Chapter 7 Screaming ecos of silence (part I)


The Person I am:-
with passing days and glorious achievements seems to be a history story with dullness fading away the motivational part.some times it seems loosing control is easy but what if now being easy is not what you deserve.like many things personality and duality you face every day try to find out a way at least to satisfy the will.going through all the history lessons i ignored the fact when you start believing in legacy you hold rather to built your own then the dynasties fade away ,turned into the dust of deserted land. no one really cares and they should have acted performed the same way if you are not worthy enough to take care of yourself then not only others but you are open to hurt yourself badly. charismatic act are quite often remains in silence and dramatic acts nourished and flourished by today's society.

Sunday, July 30, 2017

Chapter 5 Violent apology

Pushpendra mishra (PM).YAAR my worst thing in my life I had experienced now...
Guru Maan (gm)... ki gal kar raha kake... ki huwa abb....
Pm. Yaar abb wo mere ko meri aukkat bataiygi... saleke se sorry bola.... wo sb kitta ..janu assi kabhi na kithe the....
Gm..... oy laala duniya ko aukkat bata na ... dikha .
Pm.. saccchi gal dasso kake.... apni hi matt mari gai thi ...sala abb kuch bhi karlo... nasoor bn gai hai y.... pause of silence
Gm.... baat puri to kar mitra...
Pm..... dekh bhau... tu to sb janaya hai... kya kiya kyu kiya..... galti meri thi manta hun..pr abb sb 6 mahine phle khattam ho gaya tha to wo abhi bhi wahi ratt lagay hai....mere se kuch kehne wali wo hoti kun hai... aur phir pith piche humko hi kos rahi.... aissa kyu tha bhai ki sb humko hi sunna k ja rahe...
Gm.... taau gadha hai na tu..... chal tu humko suna le... hum sun rahe bol de aaj sb..
Pm... thanks bhai.... yaar mtlb duniya mein hi sb se bura hun .. baki sareef.... baat karne gaya tha ...bawal huwa chal.... magar y dogli rajneeti kyu akhir. .. humse kuch aur hamare peeth piche kuch aur... chal kya raha uske mnn mein... mein hi chutiya tha usski itni suni... abb kaisse kahe ki jo kar raha hun uski wajah wo nahi... phir bhi mere ko aake suna rahi.... usko beech mein bolne ko bola kun.bhai puri suniya mein humko hi badnaam karna hai baki sb doodh k dhule hai..to y umeed kyu ki uski baat abb maanu.. faltu hai wo... aaj bhi jo yaad aati hai wo 8 saal phle ki kahani thi baki to yahan wali abb yaad bhi nahi aati.....

Pm....bhai aab to log humko nukar bhi nahi banayenge.. aur hamare liy unk pass wqt nahi ki wo hamara murder kar sake... piddi k launde aur baate pahad type..... abb itte bure din bhi na aay hai ki jisko khud khane k lale ho wo humko nukar rakgenge.....
Gm.... bhai keh to tu sahi raha hai bol abb kya...
Pm.... kuch na yaara ..... hum kl bhi wahi the jo aaj hai aur kl bhi wahi rahenge. ...bss yaar samjh na araha ki y bawal akhir hai kyu...
Gm.... samjh to mere bhi nahi araha ...
Pm.... has le kake... has le...
Gm.... to bol abb kya karu...
Pm... chal kahin ghoom k aate hai...
Gm.... chal chai pee k aate hai..
Pm... chal
Gm.... ek baat bolu bhai.... in sab mein kuch nahi rakha hai... sahi galat ki behas to har baat pe ho sakti hai..enjoy kake enjoy..

Chapter 7 Screaming ecos of silence

diary pages of pm......
Kuch din phle jo meine kiya uska explanation de raha hun.. galti koi or kare saja kissi aur ko mille y galat baat hai.. abb jo naya ghatnakram samne aya hai uske mutabik humare priy mitra pr y arop lag raha hai ki y ussne kiya... arre mohtarma y batao ki phone kar k humse kya kaha tha tumne?or jb baat bigadegi to tumko call karungi ajana..? Kyu bhai tb kyu aay .. sala sari galti jb mere hi sir madhni thi to y bata tere favour mein y baat jaati to thik na jati to mere ko samne kar deti... yahi plaan tha na tera... kyu karu jo tune kaha....sala harmkhor ko pitna hi tha mere hatho aaj nahi to kl.... abhi to jo kiya wo uth k muh mein jeera barabar hai....mere kissi bhi dost per iljam lagane se phle y sb jaan le.. abhi hum jinda hai... bakaiti aur himakat jab jaruri ho karni hi padti hai...aor jo tere sath hona chahiy wahi hoga abb.. Sala y bhi chahiy .wo byi nahi khona ... sati savitri bani rehna... duniya ki nazar mein apni image banana. .. dusre ki jira kar.... kyunki samne wala to explanation dega nahi kissi ko.... y jiri hui harkat teri hai.... sala samjh nahi araha tere aur vandana k beech ke majak mein mein kahan se jhus gaya .... ghusa to apne tk rakhni thi baat... jb nein wahan tha hi nahi.... mere se kya matlb tha... bola tha na ek din phle ki kutta bol lo uss mental k sath naam na jod.... samjh nahi ata kya ek baar mein.... agar kuch plan kar k kiya na .. to sala koi nahi ki phir humse bach jay.... bola tha na ki char din se lm ja rahe... tere ko chul thi sath chalne ko hamare sath... humko nahi...humare sath baki sab arahe the.... aur khud janti jo pura hostel chal raha ...last time unka plan change ho haya y hamara lan lagta hai....gali khane wali kharkate na kar... ladkiyo ki bahut Ijjat karta hun per teri jaissi nahi dekhi.......REST WILL BE CONTINUE SOON