Drunked hum

Bhaut kuch kehna hai aapse... kaisse kb y pata kar pana thoda muskil hota ja raha .... ek hum hai jo galtiya hi karte jaate hai ek aap hai jo har baar pichla bhula k naai surruwat karti hai... yaar kuch gyada ho gaya na aabki baar ....mein bahut kamina nikla yaar khud se aissi umeed nahi thi ..... har baar yahi lagta tha ki abki logo ko baate karne ka mukka nahi dunga ... aur har baar unko mukka meine hi diya.... is baar to baat aapk ghar ki ho gai yaar...... bahut bura lag raha ....hamesha lagta tha ki jindagi se jo chahiy usk kabil bn k usse le lunga... wqt lagega pr milta..... itni samjhdari aap jaissi kyu nahi hum mein ... sikh raha hun .... galtiya hai ki khattam nahi hoti aur har baar aapko khush karne k chakkar mein aur drd takleef diy ja raha .... ab bss lagta hai ki kahin door ho jaau....mba pura phir aapko koi pareshani nahi humse.... aapse wada karte hai aaj ... aapk baare mein ab koi jankari nahi rakhenge.... kyu ki agar abb apko kuch bhi batana hoga to aap jarur bataiyngi.... abb bhi yahi karta tha.... jb se baat surru hui laga aapse sb clear puch leta tha... yaar thanks bolna tha aapko aapne bahut help ki .... shayad agar uss din aapse baat nahi kar raha hota to pata nahi kaisse react kiy hote..... issi baat se shayad aapki acchai se pr shayad mein pagalpana gyada kar gaya aur aapk ghar jaane k baad aapko pareshan kar diya mallum tha ki aap wahan relax karne gai hai pr humne kya kiya aapko aur pareshan kar diya..yaar kabhi bss itna sochiyga ki kabhi kabhi kuch log aisse hote hai jinka hone se sirf takleef hoti hai.... bss abb aap jo kahengi sab sahi sab thik ... never let you down again....bss abb aap jo kahiy. ..

Yu kyu huwa

Jb aapki khushi k liy hi m itna sab karte hai... aur aap yu chehra uttar kar rehti hai phir yu hi kissi aur se has k baat karti hai hum kare to kya kare abb..... mein apna dil sambhal sakta hun mood nahi mein aapko sambhal sakta hun khud ko nahi...... iss dosti se accha to baat cheet na hone ka ehsaas bhala tha ..... abb mein us kasti mein hun jahan y to mallum hai ki mera thikana nahi pr uttar k jaau kahan.... isha y aapne humko khan la diya... aapki parchai sath nahi chodti.... hamesha aap yaad rehti hai.... aapki hi parchai ne dil dimag ki dahi kar di hai.... vandana. ....y meri life ka akhiri naam hai.... mein nahi samjhta mein abb aur social life jr sakta hun.... akela rehna hi hoga.... rudra naam milla tha magar kya pata tha ki unki jindagi ka sbse bada sach mera bhi hoga... ekanki.... mohabbat to hoti magar anjaam assan na hota.... sath jeete magar hamesha sath reh na paate.... unki love story ka always sad end..... rudra naam ka y sab hota hai to yahi sahi bss abb unjaissa hi bn jaunga mein nahi karunga yaad fariyad teri... khushi to humse aitraz hota rahe hum apne gm se gyada sahaj hai...kl aanso rook nahi paya...kl hdd ka drd hogaya samjh nahi araha ... isha plz ek baar baat kar lena humse ... aap jaissa dost aaj tk nahi milla...km se km rone to na deti aap..... bahut drr lag raha abb khud se... kitni khamoshi si ho gai hai mere dil mein... sb kuch baimani lag raha...isha plz kabhi to kuch pal k liy khayalo se bahar a jao mere .. bahut takleef ho rahi abb to ... drd bojh bn gaya tha....mein itna kabil nahi ki y bojh sambhal saku... itna kayar bhi nahi kuch galat karu... aap jaissi hai waisse hi rahiy... bss abb aur khud ko nahi badal sakta.. drd bhi y allag sa hai .. hath kaap rahe hai.... sir ka dard bardast nahi ho raha.... do pain killers k baad y haal hai....shayad pair bhi dard kar rahe. .. sajh nahi araha y dard kaha kaha hai.... dil .. dimag jism... inka talmel aaj nahi ho raha y alag hote ja rahe ek dusre se hum aap jaisse..... bss abb aur nahi ... upper wale kabhi to mukurati jindagi k kuch pal de do... kahil dil se hasna na bhol jau..raat jaagte huy nikal jaati hai... din mein kuch na kuch... abb sirf nashe mein hi madhoshi need hoti hai warna in aankho ne palk jhapkana bnd kar diya hai...phli baar aissa khuch huwa mere sath akele nahi reh sakta abb.. pr kismat ki lau abb jaan hi legi.... jala diya hai ussne mera wajood meri khwaish mera pyaar... kini door ho gai ho abb dekho.... hum shayad abb ajnabee se kb nahi jahan y mallum hota tha kun kis situation mein kya karega aaj to sawal hai ek dusre k liy.... rona araha.... ro nahi paraha... roy bhi jamana ho gaya laut aao abb plz..