Kanpur banners

Kl jb kanpur mein tha to purane din aur unse judi yaade jehan mein chal rahi thi...... hr cheez jo samne padti uski purani dhundhali tasveer saamne hoti.... nay purane ke beech aate jate vichar aur mein ....... mano sari thakkan khud se juda ho kr nayi soch k sath ho li thi........ jhkrkatti aaj bhi vaissa tha jaissa 6 saal phle.......train k sfr chod k maine bus chuna kyunki wo purane nazare itne aam nahi mere liy...... kai saalo k baad wo sfr kanpur se Fatehpur maza agaya..... wahi defence colony crossing ka jaam aur naya banta fly over.... rama devi ki alag pehchaan ..... thakkan jb tk havi hoti mein chudagra tk aygaya tha.... is beech raste ki har cheez alag hi thi kuch naya aur purana kahin kuch nigahao ko pehchaan batata to kuch apne nay hone ki baat karta .... jo bhi tha wo ehsaah kamal ka tha .... aaj bhi rawatpur crossing ki shaan rave moti.... wo to yaar ultimate tha.. bss wqt thoda km tha warna sb kuch ek baar phir jeeta... yun to ek saal phle bhi kanpur mein hi tha pr iss baar sirf purane din k liy yahan tha wo pl  jb phlibaar ghar se nikala tha... wo pl jb thk haar kr soch k sath mein hi badal gaya . Wo aaj k mohit nahi purana wala tha jo kl jinda ho kr ek pura din jiya ..... na koi phone na koi tension ... bss khule assman k niche behti hawao k sath purana yaarana ... wo kuch ghante k wqt ne jata diya humko hum kya se kya ho gay ... ur abb bhi khud ko agar na baccha pay to shayad humaari awaj kahin kho na jay

Do pal ka ehsas

Wo khamoshi ke daur mein jaagi hui hai kuch yaadein.....
Albaatta labbo pr pasra sannata aur jehan mein machta shoor......
Koi kissi ki chaht mein kitna badal jata hai
Kuch aur soch k kuch naya kar jujar jata hai
Kabhi y mohabbat hai jo naya ayaam de jati hai
Kabhi kisi apne ko dard de jati hai
Y jindagi hai jo har pal kuch naya sikhati hai

Confession

When ever we talk to a buddy a long and just want to spend too much time with her and u does that she talks you as good friends but you got pinched to know she had someone more loved and before a long time you came there.... why can't I find some more special for me .... yes indeed if someone share there opinion so open heart why can't I accept it with an open heart ... in whole 24 yrs I was on the voyage for search of true companion.  But I learned one thing in my first year of graduation that I am not what they want and what I want is too much to ask from them..... actually I had an apologise to every girl I met and troubled her with my thought process ... and now when the  burden of me has lifted I just want someone with whome I can share everything ... writing is one process to express out what I feel but any feedback I didn't get. .... I was just hoping to bring the tracks right and what I learned was a great complication of emotions jumbled up with chios of my feelings with other ..... just want yo say .... and its official ... I was in love with you.... Life of mine is unpredictable  it always give me a surprise visit when I feel relaxed of it .I wonder why my good is not considered and excellence is what I can't produce but in trying of achieving I never stop hardwork ... I just got more than enough then my profile and faith...... but all you can take but one thing render ...... I love you but can't say to u that's what I am ... I can react write but can't speak ... no matter to whome you like I matters why you don't for me.....

Pyar ki khabar

Iss raat ki khamoshi tale so raha......
Bekhabar koi .....
Wo raat ke baad hi ati ujjali kiran naai.......
Pr in bechain nigaho ka kya sababbb ....
Jb bhi hoti hai inhe bnd karne ki kosis...
Mehsus hoti Tej jalti hui koi chubhan.....
Khuli nigaho se bhi kya abb Rsk -o- shikva......
Berukhi tumhari thi ...sehni hmko padi...

Sabhy samaj ki aass

Mein y nahi janta ki sahi kya hai ..pr shayad y meri jimmedari hai ki apne ass pass ek khubsurat vatabaran tyaar karna jhan aap ko sukkun meile ek aissi dosti ki neev rakhna ki baato ko chupana na pade kissi se bhi...... hum aissi duniya mein rehte hai jahan aap k sath kabhi bhi kuch bhi ho sakta hai hosalo ki raftar ruk bhi sakti ... humme jaldi hi ek aissa kaddam uthana hoga jahan se hum apno k ly kuch behtar kar sake ....... aaj jo likh raha hun uski vajah jarur hai .... aaj mnn to laga jarur thes hai kyunki aapko nahi lagta tha ki aissa kuch hoga pr huwa wo jo umeed se pare tha .... unko aissi kya jarurat aa padi ki humpr hi sawal daag diy..... besharm hun pr begeraad nahi .y hamesha dhyan kar le ki phle kya karna hai .....aapko har rishto ko jahan tk jo sake ek behtreen andaj mein nibhay..aur unke beech jitni jaldi ho galat fehmi ko khattam karne ki kosis kare....

Pyaar ka eitbaar

Wo humko rula ke kahan ji payenge.......
Tanhaiyo mein humko hi sath payenge........
Khamosh reh kr kya hamme yu hi tadpayenge.....
Wo hamme bahut yaad ayenge...
Jb kabhi kissi hassen muskurahat se hoga sammna...
Har Kissi ki saant ankho mein nazar ayega aks tera. ....
Wo hamme bahut yaad ayenge.
Jb kissi dil ki dhakan ko jarurat hogi teri.......
Ankho k raste behti hogi dhara ......
Kissi kinare khadi kissi parchai ki jhalak.....
Kaano mein paddti kissi k payal ki khanak.....
Wo hamme bahut yaad ayyenge....
Sach to y hai humm kabhi unko bhul hi na payenge......

Y aap decide karo

Jazbato ke aage nikal hi nahi pa raha hun aur abb to shayad raat aur uski gehrai mein bahut sa wqt beetane laga hun... waqai ajeeb se dastan hai jb aap se bolne ki himmat jutai dosti ko ek naiy pehchan dilane ki kosis ki aap ko jaane kisne uss attet ki parchai se rubaro karwa diya  aapko .kissi khass apne ne ..... ajeeb itefaq hai jb chahta tha kissi apne ko khass banana tb na jane khas to wo bn jata hai pr aapki khud ki whatt lag jati hai..

Love

Pyaar kya hai kya mallum
..... kissi ka intezar rehta hai uske dedar ka khayal rehta hai uske sath wqt bitane ka mnn karta hai ... usse tarah tarah ke sawal karta hai dil ....hrr baar yahi sochta hun shayad kuch lamha aur hota ... iss wqt ki raftaar kuch km hoti...... behti haway aur dil ki dhakan mein jaisse ek race si suru ho jati hai jb tum samne hote ho.... pyaar jb tk mille nahi uska intezar hota rehta hai aur jb mil jay to usko sambhalna ek jimmedari ek khusnuma ehsas..... pr maza tb ata hai jb wo ektarfa ho aur y ek ki jimmedari ban jati hai ki kahin unki dosti kharab na ho jay.... pyaar na sahi unke beech ki baato ka daur na simat kr reh jay....issi beech aapka koi apna unko y bata de ki aap unko pasand karte hai.... aapka past ho aur unko mallum .....tabaaahi tabaaaahi ....... aapki kosis har wqt y rehti hai ki kahin aap unse duur na ho aur unki ki aapke pass na aay bss issi jad-do-jehad mein life ka apna hi maza aata rehta hai... kismat apne rang dikhati hai aur aap apni mehnat...... wajood aur istakbaal ki jung hoti hi rehti hai..... kya y mayne rkhta hai jinka past ho kya unka koi naya future nahi ho sakta ...... ya jinka past na ho unka kl bhi roshan hoga y kahan ki baat hai..... insaan ko tawajoo dena ho to uski kosis uske hosle dekh kar socho ki wo kl kya tha aaj kya hai aur aane wale kl mein kitna badlega....humko jo jante wo y maante hai badla hun pr ek cheez jo nahi chodi hai wo hai writing