Monday, December 15, 2014

Ecos of silence

Kuch din phle jo meine kiya uska explanation de raha hun.. galti koi or kare saja kissi aur ko mille y galat baat hai.. abb jo naya ghatnakram samne aya hai uske mutabik humare priy mitra pr y arop lag raha hai ki y ussne kiya... arre mohtarma y batao ki phone kar k humse kya kaha tha tumne?or jb baat bigadegi to tumko call karungi ajana..? Kyu bhai tb kyu aay .. sala sari galti jb mere hi sir madhni thi to y bata tere favour mein y baat jaati to thik na jati to mere ko samne kar deti... yahi plaan tha na tera... kyu karu jo tune kaha....sala harmkhor ko pitna hi tha mere hatho aaj nahi to kl.... abhi to jo kiya wo uth k muh mein jeera barabar hai....mere kissi bhi dost per iljam lagane se phle y sb jaan le.. abhi hum jinda hai... bakaiti aur himakat jab jaruri ho karni hi padti hai...aor jo tere sath hona chahiy wahi hoga abb.. Sala y bhi chahiy .wo byi nahi khona ... sati savitri bani rehna... duniya ki nazar mein apni image banana. .. dusre ki jira kar.... kyunki samne wala to explanation dega nahi kissi ko.... y jiri hui harkat teri hai.... sala samjh nahi araha tere aur vandana k beech ke majak mein mein kahan se jhus gaya .... ghusa to apne tk rakhni thi baat... jb nein wahan tha hi nahi.... mere se kya matlb tha... bola tha na ek din phle ki kutta bol lo uss mental k sath naam na jod.... samjh nahi ata kya ek baar mein.... agar kuch plan kar k kiya na .. to sala koi nahi ki phir humse bach jay.... bola tha na ki char din se lm ja rahe... tere ko chul thi sath chalne ko  hamare sath... humko nahi...humare sath baki sab arahe the.... aur khud janti jo pura hostel chal raha ...last time unka plan change ho haya y hamara lan lagta hai....gali khane wali kharkate na kar... ladkiyo ki bahut Ijjat karta hun per teri jaissi nahi dekhi

Saturday, December 6, 2014

Musafir phir yahin

Rahe bhi puch baithi abto
Kyu musafphir bana hai
Na manjil ka pata hai
Na koi thor dagar hai
Bss sath nibhane tera
Ek jaam ka sahama hai

Hum ne bhi haskar usse bola
Usko bhi Raj-e-dil-o haal sunaya
Arre agar hum na hote to kun deta ....
Teri tnhaiyo ka sath ...
Mein bss bhag raha hun wqt
K sath
Umar k sath
Maut k pass...maut k pass

Friday, December 5, 2014

The insomniac dream ...... start

Aaj wqt ki ek lehar se phir takra gaya ..... nahi chahta tha ki aissa ho .... yhan logo k chehre pr pade mukhoto se pareshaan hun..... maze lene walo ki duniya hi azeeb hai .. wo to maze lenge pr shayad wo sabr humme nahi ki har baar bardast kar le.. sb apne aap ko saaf dusro se upper dikhana chahte hai.. acchi baat hai pr kissi or ko necha dikha kar....meri jindagi ki sabse badu bhool y thi ki .... kissi khas ko y dikhane k khatir usk bina jindagi rukki nahi.... yhan kuch jindagi pr elzaam bn gay....meri apni wajaho se kissi ko hurt hoga y socha na tha....abb frk nahi padta ki kun kya hai.... y dhund abb surf maussam hai ...... mere samne apno ki saaf tasveer hai.. jindagi k dogle aur maza khor samne hai...