19 days

Agar usse baat karni hoti to shayad kar leti call ya email... shayad wo sab jo kabhi socha , kitni baate sab baimani tha wo uske mnn ki confusion hi thi ... isliy ussne itni assani se jane diya .kush rehna sabka adhikar hai .. aur agar meine khayalo mein pyaar kiya to usko haqekat na bana pana y meri aur ek nakamyabi hi hai... issme abb usko kosna ya galt kehna sahi nahi..uske sath hone pe shayad meine bahut se logo ki andekhi ki ..aab khattam ho gaya km se km baato ki ek wajah hoti thi vo abb nahi hai..na jane kitne ,abb mere khilaf hai... pata nahi... kitna naraj hai pata nahi... society se door hota ja raha .. bahut kuch chuut gaya hai..abb na purane din jeene ka mnn karta hai ... khud ko sambhalna wo bhi tab jb kai log y sochte hai aap aapne sath sabka khayal rakhenge... kl aur door ho jaoge. .. isha sach sirf tnhai mein aap hi yaad aate ho .... shayad

Beetata wqt

Na jane hum tumse door kyu hote ja rahe...
Faasle km karne ki kosis mein yu bichatdte ja rahe....
Ruth jaate ho tum kuch yu ki..
Tumhe manane mein wqt jugarte ja rahe....
Hum thak haar k bhi tumse darte ja rahe...
Aur na jane kyu tumko lagta hai hum badalte jab rahe..

12 july

Aaj baat karne ka bahut mnn tha .. phir phone mein aapka no bhi dial kiya pr jaisse hi connect karne ki baari aai y yaad agaya ki wo wajah bhi hai jiski wajah se khamoshi hai abb.... phir call karne ki jimmedari nahi li humne.... baato ka kya hai hongi ki nahi y depend karta tha bharosha and relationship pe aapne... wo baimani khayal jo mere dil aur jehan mein bss gaya tha ... shayad aapki khushi km kar deta phir se... aapko logta hai ki mere sorry bol dene se sab thik kar leta hun mein kitni baar aapki galti ki wajah hone k bawjood sorry humne bola kyunki nahi khona tha aapko pr abb shayad in baato k koi wajood bhi baimani hi hoga.... aap khush ho yahi bahut hai... mera kya isha and aapme koi gyada frk nahi... ugte suraj ko salam sab karte hai aur mein dhal chuka suraj hun ...... roj raat ko maussam.k sath ro leta hun khud ko kosta hun ki akhir y kyu hota hai har baar mere sath sab kuch itna accha chal raha tha... phir koi na koi ajata hai aur phir hamare beech ki duriya badh jaati hai .... mein janta hun aapk layak nahi  maga aissa bhi nahi ki khel nahi sakte the...thoda to mere se wafadar hote ...thoda to humko pyaar karte..... alvida

Aaj Meri hum se mullakat ho gai...
Jb tanhai k sath meri baat ho gai...
Raat ko jb sb soy the
Hum to sirf tere khayalo mein khoy the...
Thoda roy the ..thoda khoy the

bss us thanhai ki raat...

humko chod sab gehri need soy the...

tab kahin jakar

Aaj Meri hum se mullakat ho gai...

Abb bhi tera naam leta hun....
Anjaane mein hi sahi....
Kahin badnaam