Rudra's rage

Kuch der mein 48 hrs ho jayenge... bss iss khamoshi se darta tha badhti ja rahi hai.aapko to shayad aab hamare mein galtiya hi nazar aati hongi... pr phle y bataiy khana khaya ? Hope thakkan kam.ho gai hogi aapki...kl raat travel kar k allahabad agaya pr pata nahi kyu mnn thoda uddas sa tha..shayad aap nahi ho na koi nahi iski bhi addat daal lenge...soch raha tha ki aap ko shayad koi aur to nahi mil gaya... isliy nahi ki yakeen nahi hai aap pe par isliy ki hqdar hai aap kissi behtareen k.... waisse ek baat puchu jb se mein fb pe aya aapki baate fb pe post comments km kar diy aapne..... aur haan yaar ek baat aur notice ki meine .... fb pe subah 8-10 ya 11 online rehti hai aap regular. .. itni punctuality wah... maan gay ... sach kehte hai sab aapko mere gyada jaante hai wo... anil k lafzo mein aap usse mere se gyada maanti hai .. wo kuch bhi kare mere se phle usse maaf karogi aap..
Rahul kehta hai ki sirf wahi aissa ladka hai yahan jiske samne aap waisse hi ho jaisse rehna chahti ho... usse ladai y Aith kar bolne de darti ho.... y sahi bole to kaiyde se rehti ho ... sahi bhi shayad mein aapko itni free space itna confidence nahi de paya bahut sata wqt aur maukke milne k bawjood. ... kitni baar dekha ki kafi der online the aap pr majal jo rply kar dete ek... koi aissi baat jo taal di ho aapki aab tk ... jo bhi kha aapne pura kiya na to kya chahte ho humse hum ya kare? Mein aapko passand karta hun hadd se gyada ... aapko lagta hai ki sirf friend bn k react ya act karna kitna muskil hota hoga mere liy... aapne yahi bola tha na ghar mein sabko abhishek maurya k baare mein bataya hai... id bhi check karwa li uski... y bol k ki wo ladka fb k through mila hai to shayad sabko glt lag raha... yaar kitna seh sakta hun... abb kissi ne mere ko favour kar k marks de diy to kya karu... unse bolne to nahi gaya tha mere marks badha do... jb bhi baat hui pure gp ki baat ki aur aapki. .abb agar gaur kare aap to financial accounting mein meri copies ki likne ki style ko richa ma'am ne pure class k samne appreciate kiya tha.... aur jhan tk sessional ki baat hai to ek diya tha jisme sabme 25 k upper marks the wo bhi pehla wala... attendence isliy km nahi thi ki sabko bata k jata tha ki ghar ja raha kaam hai...  tiwariji application nahi le rahe.... in sab cheezo k beet jaane k baad mile april mein aap aur phir may ... kya lagta hai meri phle se kuch tyyari nahi thi.... abb kya karu ki aab sirf 2 hrs  mein utna padh leta hun jitne se 60'70 bn jaay ... aur iss sem ko chod dijiy to har sem mein 60'70 k beech hi marks aay hai mere to agar baimani ki gai to sirf 60 marks ki mere sath.... kabhi kissi ne y nahi kaha ki kyu tumhare internal 30'35 k beech rehte hai... phir bhi 71 percentage banay tha na 3 sem mein.. phir acchank mere ko marks beekh mein milne ki baat kahan se agai iss sem..... mere se itni problem hai to marks ki scrutiny karwaiy.... agar phir bhi 75 k niche marks bane to kahiyga.... kyunki 15 marks k variation mein facilities pr action hota hai.... uptu se 8 sem 2 sem padhaya jissme ek sem copy check karne ka bhi maukka  milla phir 4 sem yahan to andaaz ho hi jata hai ma'am ki kitna kaisse likhna hai to marks gyada milte hai.... yajan kabhi comparison nahi katna tha aapko...waisse bhi aap kya ho bata hi chukka hun