Mein kya kar raha hun nahi pata ..... kisliy kar raha hun nahi janta..aaj jb patna se wapas araha tha ankho mein need thi nahi aur mera bogie mein mnn nahi lag rha tha ..mein apni tanhai k sath darwaje pr ja kr thodi der khada tha aur khamosh raat ki bechaini mein ankho k samne se juzarte har cheez tezi se nikal rahi thi...mere ko samjh nahi araha tha ki wahi ruku ki ek kaddam aage badha dun hassi aati hai aisse khyalo se . Pr us wqt samjh sath khan thi.. sitaro ki duniya ek alag andaz mein samne thi ek taraf train ki dhad dhad aur upper santi se bikhare chamkile taare .. kabhi khayalo ke selaab achhank aate aur kabhi kho bhi jaate. Socha to y tha ki haan koi aissa hota jisko dil se yaad kar paate jisk sath hr baat share kar paate jisko hamari phikr hoti.. pr nahi hamare sath hamari kismat ki aazmaish aaaj bhi jaari thi.kismat ne maano y thaan aa liya hai bina sangharh bino do do hath kiy kuch pane nahi degi aur wo hai to hamari hi kismat hummse jiddi nahi jo chahiy agar wo bhi na pa sake to sanso ki y laddi bojh se km nahi. Mein practical kuch jyada hun ..har cheez ke hone ka matlb reason in sb pr dhyaan deta hun n isliy dusro se gyada dhukhi hun... wahi baitha tha aur kb subah hogai pata hi nahi chala sath mein na jane kb cigarette ka dibba khattam ho gaya pr khayalo ki wajah aur unki yaade jehan se aisse gayab nahi hoti bss bayan nahi karpaunga bss aankho mein paani aur thar thare uth aur unk beech hum.
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