Saturday, July 12, 2014

Kahani ki surruwat

Ek assi kahani ki surruwat kar rahan jiski na surruwat ka pata hai na ant k bss kyu ki isse mein ji raha hun ... y har pl apna swarup badal rahi hai. Meri khani ki suruwat tb ki hai jb meine phli baar usse dekha usski baate uski yaade na jane kya ... kya.. wo topper thi aur hum bss aisse hi apni di logo ki banay ek benchmark se naape jane wale jiske wajood ki gunjaish itni thi ki kabhi  hum sirf mohit bn k nahi reh paay. Hum alag the suru se, sb se ,sb alag hote hai pr na jane kyu kaisse hamari bhi apni pehchaan thi.. kabhi kuch aissa hasil nahi kiya tha jis pr gumaan ho pr aissa bhi nahi tha ki kuch hassil nahi kiya .mere jindagi ki wo choti choti khusiya jahan pr humko hamesha hamare ghar walo ka support milla ek wqt wo bhi tha jb hum hatash the, jindagi se mehrum tb bhi ... surruwat hui is kahani ki 10 th se usske phle ek nakchaddha sirdard tha mein phir na jane kya huwa ki badlne laga nahi mallum tha iski wajah ,aaj bhi nahi janta ..hamesha muskurahat ,tuunk mizaji hamari pehchaan hoti thi aisse to kai wakay hai pr sbse pehla wo tha jb dairy likhna suru kiya uss wqt se hi isha ka dhyan tha.. usske sath padhna .. usse sawal jawab usske notes uska humko samjhana . Datna sb alag tha.yu to gehri dost thi hamari pr shayad hum hi hr rishte ko naam dene ke piche pagal the.... shayad yahi wajah thi ki hum usse kitni dooor hai aaj.. ground mein khelna phir thak k wahi sustana .. himaat to thi pr jism ki takkat sath kahan nibati thi .  Tb humne apni likhne ki adat ko ayam denw k.liy diary likni suru ki suruwat k hi dino mein lagne laga ki ussme usse baate hoti thi . Dosto se baat share karne mein yahi hota tha ki ya to mazak nahi to badnami dono .... phir shayad tbhi se meine aapni baato ko likhna suru kiya aur tabhi se badalne laga... aissa nahi ki baate share nahi karta tha iske baad karta tha pr frk nahi padta tha wo kya sochte hai . Apni hi duniya hone lagi thi... isme maza aur saja dono hi thi .. to baat tb ki hai jb ek sin kissi baat pr apna ghagda huwa tha  aur do din koi baat nahi phir acchank games class mein wo hamare pass aai aur baat ki
I.... kya kar rahe ho? Tumhe har baat itni der se kyu samjh aati hai. Kya likhte rehte ho ... baat karni hai ki nahi?
Mein bss usko dekh hi raha tha dairy ko chupay
M.... nahi aissa nahi hai . Janti ho ki jaldi jussa ata hai aur shant bhi ho jata hai.. nahi mallum tha ki itna jussa tum bhi karogi. Samjhana chahiy tha ki nahi .. aur baate to aapse hoti hai .. kyu nahi karunga .. jarur karunga .. abb to bilkul nahi band karunga. .
I..... to laao dikho kya likha hai
M.... nahi yaar y mere liy hai .sbko nahi padhata.
I... to collg mein lakar kyu likte ho .ghar pr rakha karo
M.... jb bhi wqt milta hai likhte hai .. abb y sath hi rehti hai chahe ghar ho ya collg.
I... jo bhi ho dikho mujhe padhna hai.
M.. nahi yaar samjha karo
I... mujhe padhna hai bss....
Cheene ki asfal kosis. ...
M .... plz aissa na karo chot lag jaygi .. waise bhi ground mein sab dekh rahe
I... tumhe kb se sabki chinta hone lagi
Tabhi class khattm hone ki bell bajti hai dono apne dosto k sath wapas class aate hai....
I... dikhate ho ki nahi
M... nahi..
I.... jaao ... bahut bhaw hai tumhara..
Agli class surru hoti hai... phir school.over . Dono sath mein class se nikalte hai... pr khamosh ...
I... koi aur padh lega tb kuch nahi ..humko dekhane mein bhav
M.. koi nahi dekhega... aaj se likhna band thik hai.
I... bol to aisse rahe ho jaisse sari baat samjhte ho ...
M.... ek baar bola na abb nahi hoga aissa
Uski badi di usko lene ajati hai .. phir dono apne ghar ki aur nikal jati hai

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